Hola everybody!
Well it's hard to believe that another week
has already come and gone. It feels like the time is starting to pass so
rapidly. Maria came to church again this week so we're still headed towards the 13th of February for her baptism. Another
investigator also came to church. Her names is Jesica and she lives with a less
active member of the church. She would also have a baptismal date but we
can never meet with her because she's always working. But the good thing is
that she still comes to church.
We also exchanges this week with the sister
training leaders. It a little odd because now both my companion and I went to
their area and we spent 24 hours there the 4 of us. But we learned a lot
and I'm excited to apply it all this week.
Lately I've been thinking about the opportunity that we have to be instruments in the hands of the Lord. It started when
the bishop here was talking about how before the hurricane all the members here
were asked to fast so that mexico
would be protected from the hurricane and at the end of the day almost nothing
happened here. I was thinking a lot about that. Because I'm sure there
were a lot of people who both did and did not fast. So is there some sort
of a threshold that God has and if enough people are obedient they receive the
blessings? That did not really meant sense to me. Then this week when we
were teaching Maria I was thinking "I'm so grateful that I'm here serving a mission, because if not she might never have been able to learn all
this" But just as soon as I thought that I realized that is not at all
true. When it comes to what happens to, or the blessings received by
others we have absolutely no control over what happens. She isn't
learning the gospel because I'm here. She's learning the gospel because she was
prepared and accepted the invitation. If I wasn't here there would be
other another missionary. The only thing that changed is the blessing
that I received. And I think it's the same with the fast. Those who
participated received a stronger testimony of the fast, those who did not
missed the opportunity. God always provides us opportunities to be
instruments in His hands. If we don't take them others aren't really going to
suffer, the opportunity to serve just passes to someone else. This also made
me think about the friends I've had who've joined the church. The
majority of them joined without any help from me. Had I be bold enough to
share the gospel with them I could've been a part of the miracle of their
conversion, but I didn't take the opportunity. They are still receiving the
blessings of church membership, it was me who missed out on the blessings. I
don't know if that all makes sense but it's what's been on my mind this week.
I hope you all have a great last week of
January and I'll write again in February. :)
Love you!
Hermana Schmidt